I was just re-reading journal entries form the summer. When I was with her the first time. I know I felt those things about her, and there are moments when i remember why. But mostly I can't. It's like "wow, did she really make me feel that way?" Haha. I loved her then, I think. But this second time around, I'm not so sure I did.

I had a dream about this other girl, who honestly, I've liked for a while, even while i was with her (more evidence backing up that i probably didn't love her). It was a really sweet dream. If only..

Did anyone else see Aida at SEHS? It was sooo amazing. And sort of a wake-up call. I knew what I had with her wasn't healthy. I mean, I know the love in Aida was dramatized, but seeing that extreme nest to my EXTREMELY fucked up relationship made me realize it couldn't really be love or things would be better.
Thank you SEHS Drama Department. I love you most dearly.

I really need to get more focused in school. Bleh. If I get all A's, with the exception of a B in math, I can get my nose pierced. I'm pretty excited. 'Cept that I'm bad a school. I mean, I have a few A's, some really high B's, and a C in math so I'm not failing or anything, but I'm not where I need/would like to be. Tips for getting more motivated?

I'm sad it's Sunday, cuz it means school on Monday. But it was a good four day weekend. I had fun. Mostly. After I got over the anger. I apologize to those who follow me on twitter for all the anger.

I think I'm going to get off my ass now and enjoy the last day of my weekend. Much love.